After cigarettes and rain
And all of that pain
We are bouncing on the bed
And the neighbors are knocking
Beautiful is boring
It hides the truth behind its charms
I wanna be ugly
And burn up in your arms
All I know is I’m not in love anymore
Cause I looked at every angle
All I know is I’m not love any more
I’m not saying I’m not able
Michael takes me walking
On a beach in sudden daylight
On a day all I could see
Was the broken lighting
He says, ‘I know that you’ve been hurting
I can see it in your eyes
And now no one
Can spare you that journey.’
Chorus
I thought you were so urgent
That’s why I got into your car
We slept in a cornfield in oregon
I wanted you to take me in your arms
Now I’m waking up in blazing heat
The truckers angry horns
And I was so in the ink of you
I was so in the ink of you
Now I’m driving so fast
Down under the bridge
Where I lay my body down
So don’t look for me
I’m gonna peel back this love
Every layer like an onion
No more shuffling in the twilight
So don’t look for me
Chorus
After cigarettes and rain
And a little bit of disdain
You just fade away
With the burgundy
I had a dream that I was flying
Flying in the air like Joshua
That’s my new dream
I like how dreams shift like mercury